Life..

is a bit suprising at times.

My life is a bit suprising and confusing at times. Somone walks back in to your life unexpectedly.. What do you do? what do you think? Well.. as of right now im so confused. I loved this person with all my heart and i still do.. This person brings out my immature side and i love it. This person gives me a feeling that no one else has ever given me. It's a complicated situation.. im happy but at the same time confused. But i sure did miss this person and now that this person is back in my life a space has been filled inside me.

Oxygen

{Stephanie Schneiderman}

"I want to be your oxygen just for a moment.

I want to be that death defying life defining need

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel desire you can cut thru for me

I’m on fire to be your love

I can’t breathe without your love

I can’t hold my breath that long

I can’t live without oxygen

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel the savoring the favoring of me

I want to feel your lips on mine just like the first time

I want to feel the heat in your heart for me

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel that death defying life defining need

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

but you are you are the oxygen the oxygen you need ."

well..

{i Love This}

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life...
sometimes, you think you're already over a person, But when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person...
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love - love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little...
the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover,we are just for past times.

while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger..

so..

this is what i think..

{Enough said}

were to begin..

life is a big adventure.. really.

Caliiiii spring break 2010 was such a hit. From blasting our music, long car drives, wandering all over from city to city, from our hotel room, to the spa, beach, shopping, getting pulled over, applebees, outback, making a calii checklist.. lets just say what happens in cali stays in cali, from laughing till we couldnt breathe, to dancing in the car and every where else we went, to going to disenyland and having such a blast, from having ups and downs and clearing issues with one another, from taking pictures after pictures, getting stared at millions of times, from the inside jokes, from meeting strange people, from getting caught up in the most random situations,going to hollywood..which was the best night there, but the best part of the trip was the bonding and the friendship that was being made between us. Enough said.

Hollywood<3

Best Friends<3

Disenyland<3

family..

is forever.

{family is a gift that lasts forever. a family in harmony will prosper in everything. family is always together, never apart. a happy family is but a earlier heaven. my family is my everything}

we took these pictures at the temple for valentines day. They turned out pretty cute.. i like our other family pictures we took before these ones better though. my nephews are the cutiest little boys i have ever seen.. they truley are apart of me. my family means so much to me and im so grateful to have each one of them in my life.

an amazing night

{just a thought}

"A grateful heart is a beginning of greatness. It is an expression of humility. It helps us develop such virtues as prayer, faith, courage, contentment, happiness, love, and well-being. "
-James E. Faust



What a AMAZING day. The amazing part of my day is that i recieved my patriartical blessing and how grateful i am to of recieved it. It was the best feeling i have ever experienced and the spirit has never been that strong in my life. It made my day and the blessing was incredible!! I am so grateful to have it now and for the time that was put in to it. It truely is an amazing thing to have. The rest of my day turned out to be over all... good. It was such a longgg day maybe because i worked from 9 in the morning till 5 in the evening. Im wiped out!!! Then i ran on the tredmill, which i loved. And then i went and got my blessing and went and seen my bishop.. what a great guy he is. I always look forward to our conversations. Then came home and got ready for bed cause im exhausted. Ill have to pass homework up tonight.. Now im off to watch some seinfield and relax.

i love this song

& i can truley say that i am so blessed.

Blessed

{Martina Mcbride}

"i get kissed by the sun each morning
put my feet on a hardwood floor
sometimes i sit on my front porch swing
just soaking up the day
and i think to myself,
this world is a beautiful place
i have been blessed
and i feel i've found my way
i thank god for all i've been given
at the end of every day
i have been blessed
with so much more than i deserve
to be here with the ones that love me
to love them so much it hurts
this world is a beautiful gift
i have been blessed"