Life..

is a bit suprising at times.

My life is a bit suprising and confusing at times. Somone walks back in to your life unexpectedly.. What do you do? what do you think? Well.. as of right now im so confused. I loved this person with all my heart and i still do.. This person brings out my immature side and i love it. This person gives me a feeling that no one else has ever given me. It's a complicated situation.. im happy but at the same time confused. But i sure did miss this person and now that this person is back in my life a space has been filled inside me.

Oxygen

{Stephanie Schneiderman}

"I want to be your oxygen just for a moment.

I want to be that death defying life defining need

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel desire you can cut thru for me

I’m on fire to be your love

I can’t breathe without your love

I can’t hold my breath that long

I can’t live without oxygen

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel the savoring the favoring of me

I want to feel your lips on mine just like the first time

I want to feel the heat in your heart for me

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel that death defying life defining need

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

but you are you are the oxygen the oxygen you need ."

well..

{i Love This}

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life...
sometimes, you think you're already over a person, But when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person...
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love - love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little...
the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover,we are just for past times.

while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger..

so..

this is what i think..

{Enough said}

were to begin..

life is a big adventure.. really.

Caliiiii spring break 2010 was such a hit. From blasting our music, long car drives, wandering all over from city to city, from our hotel room, to the spa, beach, shopping, getting pulled over, applebees, outback, making a calii checklist.. lets just say what happens in cali stays in cali, from laughing till we couldnt breathe, to dancing in the car and every where else we went, to going to disenyland and having such a blast, from having ups and downs and clearing issues with one another, from taking pictures after pictures, getting stared at millions of times, from the inside jokes, from meeting strange people, from getting caught up in the most random situations,going to hollywood..which was the best night there, but the best part of the trip was the bonding and the friendship that was being made between us. Enough said.

Hollywood<3

Best Friends<3

Disenyland<3