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FAVVV SONG.

Sugarland

{stuck like glue}

Absolutely no one that knows me better

No one that can make me feel sooo goooood

How did we stay so long together?

When everybody, everybody said we never would

And just when I, I start to think they're right

That love has died..

There you go making my heart beat again,Heart beat again,Heart beat again

There you go making me feel like a kid

Won't you do it and do it one time?

There you go pulling me right back in,Right back in,Right back in

And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

I'm stuck on you like glue

You and me baby we're stuck like glue

Some days I don't feel like trying

Some days you know I wanna just give up

When it doesn't matter who's right, fight about it all night

You give me that look"I'm sorry baby let's make up"

You do that thing that makes me laugh

And just like that...

<3333

Finally...

i am a dental assistant!!

One accomplishment down.. and many more to come!! life is good.

Happy Easter..

{Quote of the day}

"look in to the light house of the lord."

Today was a good day. My day consisted of hangingout with the sister and the rest of the family. I love my family beyond belief they really do keep me going everyday. I woke up this morning to a easter basket full of goodies... ohhh how i love my mom.. She truely is the best. Then i watched general conference with the family.. the morning and afternoon session. It was such a inspiration. After conference me and my sister watched Old Dogs.. such a cute movie. She truely is my other half i enjoy hangingout with her. i finally found what my addiction is.. Editing pictures!! i worked on editing pictures for quite sometime today. take a looksey :)

Family <3

Sister <3

Me <3

I hope eveyone had a good easter!! I know i did.

Life..

is a bit suprising at times.

My life is a bit suprising and confusing at times. Somone walks back in to your life unexpectedly.. What do you do? what do you think? Well.. as of right now im so confused. I loved this person with all my heart and i still do.. This person brings out my immature side and i love it. This person gives me a feeling that no one else has ever given me. It's a complicated situation.. im happy but at the same time confused. But i sure did miss this person and now that this person is back in my life a space has been filled inside me.

Oxygen

{Stephanie Schneiderman}

"I want to be your oxygen just for a moment.

I want to be that death defying life defining need

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel desire you can cut thru for me

I’m on fire to be your love

I can’t breathe without your love

I can’t hold my breath that long

I can’t live without oxygen

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel the savoring the favoring of me

I want to feel your lips on mine just like the first time

I want to feel the heat in your heart for me

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

I want to feel that death defying life defining need

I want to be your oxygen just for a moment

but you are you are the oxygen the oxygen you need ."

well..

{i Love This}

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life...
sometimes, you think you're already over a person, But when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person...
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love - love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little...
the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover,we are just for past times.

while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger..

so..

this is what i think..

{Enough said}

were to begin..

life is a big adventure.. really.

Caliiiii spring break 2010 was such a hit. From blasting our music, long car drives, wandering all over from city to city, from our hotel room, to the spa, beach, shopping, getting pulled over, applebees, outback, making a calii checklist.. lets just say what happens in cali stays in cali, from laughing till we couldnt breathe, to dancing in the car and every where else we went, to going to disenyland and having such a blast, from having ups and downs and clearing issues with one another, from taking pictures after pictures, getting stared at millions of times, from the inside jokes, from meeting strange people, from getting caught up in the most random situations,going to hollywood..which was the best night there, but the best part of the trip was the bonding and the friendship that was being made between us. Enough said.

Hollywood<3

Best Friends<3

Disenyland<3

family..

is forever.

{family is a gift that lasts forever. a family in harmony will prosper in everything. family is always together, never apart. a happy family is but a earlier heaven. my family is my everything}

we took these pictures at the temple for valentines day. They turned out pretty cute.. i like our other family pictures we took before these ones better though. my nephews are the cutiest little boys i have ever seen.. they truley are apart of me. my family means so much to me and im so grateful to have each one of them in my life.

an amazing night

{just a thought}

"A grateful heart is a beginning of greatness. It is an expression of humility. It helps us develop such virtues as prayer, faith, courage, contentment, happiness, love, and well-being. "
-James E. Faust



What a AMAZING day. The amazing part of my day is that i recieved my patriartical blessing and how grateful i am to of recieved it. It was the best feeling i have ever experienced and the spirit has never been that strong in my life. It made my day and the blessing was incredible!! I am so grateful to have it now and for the time that was put in to it. It truely is an amazing thing to have. The rest of my day turned out to be over all... good. It was such a longgg day maybe because i worked from 9 in the morning till 5 in the evening. Im wiped out!!! Then i ran on the tredmill, which i loved. And then i went and got my blessing and went and seen my bishop.. what a great guy he is. I always look forward to our conversations. Then came home and got ready for bed cause im exhausted. Ill have to pass homework up tonight.. Now im off to watch some seinfield and relax.

i love this song

& i can truley say that i am so blessed.

Blessed

{Martina Mcbride}

"i get kissed by the sun each morning
put my feet on a hardwood floor
sometimes i sit on my front porch swing
just soaking up the day
and i think to myself,
this world is a beautiful place
i have been blessed
and i feel i've found my way
i thank god for all i've been given
at the end of every day
i have been blessed
with so much more than i deserve
to be here with the ones that love me
to love them so much it hurts
this world is a beautiful gift
i have been blessed"

Nights like this..

are the best.



Tonight was a fun night!! i dont think ive had that much fun in awhile. it was good to get out and get away from homework for once. We went to Toby Keiths bar and grill for Zoes b day dinner. It was fun.. from country dancing to talking and laughing it up with my girls. Two words.. SO FUN. Then me and Dominique drove home blasting music with the top down.. getting stared at by people, our random Quick Trip moments, and dancing and laughing in the car. It was a great night.. i sure did miss those girls.. tonight was like a reunion for me. I love these girls!!

busy busy busy..

& i love it.

The other day i found Cash in the bin that we put all his and Jacks toys in. TOO CUTE.

Today has been a busy dayy!! i love to stay busy. My sister left for Vegas today.. LUCKY her!! im jealous... just a little bit. im going to miss her, shes my best friend.. its only a weekend so ill survive. Tonight im going to my one of my friend Zoes birthday dinner, it should be alot of fun.

Today consisted of:
getting woke up by Cash at 5:00am and then 7:30am.. hes a early bird.
then i woke up around 8:00am and started getting ready.
then i had to take my sisters sunglasses to her at work cause she forgot them for her trip
then i went to MCC to talk to someone about my scholorship.. that didnt go as well as i planned.
me and my mom went to luch at Petes fish and chips..
then i went and got Zoes present.. EXCITING!!
Now here i am.

Cash is sleeping right next to me..

wish i could take a nap!!
Now here i go to go get ready & begin the night.

Everydayy..

im celebrating life.

Today was a great dayy!! Me and my mom had a girls day and it started off with watching Dear John. It was such a good movie.. except the ending was sad.. i love sappy love stories where they live happily ever after. oh well. My love story that i'll have oneday can be exactly how i want it. I love hangingout with my mom!! I look up to her and her example she sets for us kids.. and she is too funny, she makes me laugh EVERDAY. Then we got home and got us some subway and then i baked some brownies.. which turned out really good!! My mom tried them and said, "Well atleast you can tell you future husband you know how to bake brownies!" haha.. I was like thanx mom. I will admit i dont do much cooking, i probably should change that habit. Later i worked on some homework then worked out. I went for a run and it was so refreshing!! Do you ever think when your running?? wheather its about your day, future, past, memories, the people in your life, people you miss?? Well.. thats exactly what I do. Whenever im running i think about those things just randomly.. And i turn my ipod all the way up to keep me motivated and going. I love running because its my time.. its my time to think and my time by myself. I love the feeling i get after working out.. i feel good about myself, i feel rejuvinated, and energetic. Now here i am working on homework.. the story of my life. All i can say is my goal in life is to get far.. so ill do whatever it takes to do so. Plus i love staying home on week nights and relaxing. Its the best feeling, I dont need to be out there to have fun. I have my own fun. But trust me i can have my moments when i do get out and have fun. But school and work ALWAYS comes first. It keeps me busy and i love it. Im finally realizing what life is all about, and its amazing!!

its been exactly a year..

and im ready to love again



"seems i was was playing on the safe side baby
building walls around my heart to save me
but its time for me to let it go

yeah im ready to feel now
no longer am i afraid of the fall down
it must be time to move on now
without the fear of how it might end
i guess im ready to love again

just when you think that love will never find you
you run away but still it's right behind you
its just something we can't control

so come up and find me
i'll be waiting up for you
i'll be holding out for you tonight

cause i'm ready to feel now..
i guess im ready to love again.."

{im happier then i have ever been, and its such a good feeling. Im happy with myself as well as how my life is going. Im so blessed with the people that surround me everyday. I love to think that i can love again, i love these lyrics.. it sums it all up. One day ill love again and i cant wait cause its the best feeling.. And this next time ill find me that perfect guy. But trust me im in no rush yet.}

Ohhh.. What a day..

A VERY GOOD DAY.


Today was a long but eventful day. I worked from 9 to 3 and that seemed like a long day. Work wasnt to busy but it wasnt slow.. I guess you could call it constent. It wasnt slow in the morning so me and Britni atempted to color my hair.. And what a mess it was. knowing my luck it started getting busy.. Go figure right?? Then I got home at 3 and had family pictures at 4 sooo.. I had to hurry and get ready then rush to get there. The girls were in red and the boys were in black for Valentines day. We took the pictures at the temple it was such a nice day and such cute pictures.. Cant wait to see them!! Anywayss.. while we were waiting to take the pictures we seen about 4 couples that had been married that day and were outside taking pictures. I cant wait till the day I can be married and sealed in the temple!! Watching them just made me think about my future and how important it is to me and where i want it to be eventually. Being at the temple with my whole family was great!! we never do that together even though we were taking pictures it was still fun being together. Then we went out to eat dinner.. it was mexican food.. dads choice. My nephews were coloring, laughing, and making noise every which way.. suprisingly i loved it, it was the best. I love being with them their my everything. After, we came home visited with each other and now here I am. I finished my communications homework also, PHEWW. Now im on my way to bed.. im exhausted. I love my family!!

Lovin the busy life of mine.

Favvv quote:
"She turns her cant's in to can's..and dreams in to plans."


Today was a good day it was a busy one.. im so exhausted. It started off with work from 9 to 1 then i came home for a little bit. I relaxed for a bit then me and my sister headed off to tempe market place and came home. Guess is now one of my favorite stores love it!! Once i got home i cut my moms hair then my sisters. im sure its nice that they have their own hairstylist at home and can get their hair done whenever. i find myself asking, "didnt you just get your hair done?" Im always doing hair even if its not at work but thats okay because i lovelovelove it!!

Just for fun i looked my name up on urban dictionary and this is what it said..
"A Nicole is someone who is omnipotent. A Nicole is gorgeous, intelligent, mysterious, witty, hilarious, out-going, creative and seductive, yet she is also tough, smart, experienced, brave, and enduring." hmmm... i like this :D

Have a good night!! i know i will.

Wow what a night..

I love my job.

Tonight was such a busy night at work. It was good to be busy though, lately we have been so slow. Tonight I did a weave and it turned out amazing it was fantastic. Although I was the only one working tonight.. I dont like working all alone but I was busy all night with clients so that makes up for it. I love when my clients love their hair after the finishing results it makes me feel really good inside. I like to help others out and help my clients feel better about themselves as well as their hair. I love my job and my career!!Even though im going towards the dental field I dont think ill ever give up doing hair.. Hair is my thing and in someways its apart of me. Ive always wanted to do hair ever since I was a little girl. When sundays came around the corner and the family was together I made all my brothers and sister sit down and pay me to brush and curl their hair. I love doing hair!! Anyone need their hair done?? Now you know where to come. Now im Off to bed.. What a long night im exhausted.

Blog to ya later.

im just lovin..

this year called 2010

"Strength is not something you have..
its something you find."

There is no definition in the dictionary that defines who you are, so make one up. If you want to live a certain way, then live it. Life is about making your own decisions and defining who you are. Don’t try to blend in when your born to stand out.

My job.

Today is going to be a good day I can feel it already. I work at 4 this evening till 8 tonight.. I loveLOVElove the people i work with and the place i work at. I'm learning so much and I love every second of it! I love how we specialize in paul mitchell I love that color line.Its a fun job and such a great salon. Anyways.. my morning consists of working out then running around town to get things done then its time to head off to work. Lets see what today brings my way.

What a night..

Tonight was a good night. Although I forgot my meeting that I had scheduled with my bishop.. I feel so horrible!! Anyways tonight consisted of homework and watching some seinfeld. I bought my sister two seasons for her birthday so we have plenty of seinfeld to watch.My sister and me watch this show all the time.. Shes the one who got me in to watching it suprisingly. It was about a month ago that I started to watch it more and more and I love it. Its one of my favorite TV shows. I love to just put it in my dvd player and get in to bed and fall asleep.. Seinfeld is definitely a show I will fall asleep to. I like to watch movies before I go to bed for some reason.. I think it just helps me wind down. Then I watched TV with my mom and now here I am blogging about my night. Its getting late and im off to bed.. Night!!

Blog to ya later.

My boyy

While some of my friends are having kids.. I had to get me this little guy. He stole my heart from the first time I seen him. He can be a pain everyday..but I LOVE him. He has brought so much joy in my life and keeps me going. I got him for christmas and let me tell you he was the best present yet. Everyone in the family loves him. We also have another yorkie "jack" he can be a pain also but I love him too. Both of these boys together are trouble.. You find them teasing eachother, running under beds, and jumping on top of each other. These boys are best friends. Its a pain when your the person who has to dog sit.. their just like children. They really do have personalities of their own.

Sisters..

Supercross was such a blast with my sister!!



My Sister... "If there is a tomorrow when we're not together there is something you must always remember. You are braver then you believe, stronger then you seem, and smarter then you think... but the most important thing is, even when we're apart...I'll always be with you."

New to this Blog thing.

Today is my day off. Well.. not exactly cant forget the homework. As for working on homework im trying to figure out this whole blog spot thing. Trying to get your profile, background, and all that is so confusing. Im still working on it.. I think this sites taking up my homework time because its so addicting and I want to get my profile perfect!! Hmmm.. I dont know how to blog but im sure it will catch on.. Just you wait!!